Wish you were here

There was once someone asked me this question.

Who will you dedicated this song to? 

I answered B.

I had the most memories with him

although memory is about quality not quantity.

Life is always unfair.

If you are not pretty and gorgeous enough,

no one will ever help you

or

even like you. 

However, 

there are always some exceptions. 

:)

Since B's case,

I don't really dare to get involved in any relationships.
I don't even dare to fall for someone anymore.

It really hurts a lot.
I am always a choice.
I am really
tired
&
disappointed.



This is totally FOOLISH.


SUCKSSSSSSS

Realistic

Fairy tale doesn't exist. 

We will have to work hard to get we want.

Everyone is getting more realistic compared to last time.
You will never be the one if you are ain't perfect enough.

Harsh realities.
:)

We will just have to buck up, 

so that we will not be too far apart from them.

Sometimes,

I really hope that miracles will happen.

Thus,

we will always get what we want.

:)

Alright,

I was just joking about the last part.

Harsh realities.

No matter how hard we tried sometimes,

we will never achieve what we want to achieve.

I will have to stay positively.

Positive thinking.

Nothing is impossible

:)

Was flashing back those vital memories that I had previously. I realized that those things&stuffs that i used to think that it's important to me were no longer important to me anymore. Those were just ordeals that i had to surmount so that I would be able to move on to a new path. 

We are no longer that close anymore.

There's a gap i guess?